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FanLetter Notice
Hello my dear fans!
Frist off thank you for helping me support my book on this site and enjoy reading it, second the Last Chapter, chapter 13- Revealed is going to be posted on Saterday, two days from now.
But don't fret for the second book with be up in Oct.
Until then please enjoy Obsessed!
A.Night

MY FAVORITE QUOTES!!!!!!!!!!:

When I do something great, no one ever seems to remember, but when I do something wrong, no one can ever seem to forget.

Behind my smile is everything you'll never understand.

No matter what, no matter who, no matter what I do, somebody hates me.

Cause fucking up takes practice, and I feel I'm well rehearsed.

I didn't want to admit it. It was easier to lie. Hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry.

I don't know if I'm getting better or just used to the pain.

Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again. So when life gets tough you can just play pretend. I wanna go back to when Santa did exist. When your daddy was the only boy you ever kissed. When Disney World was the best place to be. When the only movies you could see were rated G. When your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn't change...and your friends were the same. And every time you were sad or you had a bad day. You could just run to mommy and it would all be okay. I wanna go back to no hurt...and no pain...just laughter. When everyone always lives happily ever after.

When I cry at night, the only thing I can think to myself is...how can I seem so---perfectly fine in the morning. Why do I smile like nothing is wrong? And how does not one single person notice that I'm not okay?

It sucks to be alone, even when there are people all around you

Have you ever lived my life, have you ever spent one minute in my shoes? If you haven't, then tell me why you judge me like you do.

Every morning you get up and put on a fake smile...but what if one morning you didn't? Would anyone notice?

I'm not saying I have nothing. I'm not saying I'm gone completely. It's just sometimes it's all a bit too much to handle. Sometimes I feel like it's too much. I'm not going to do anything stupid because I know it will get better, it has to right? Otherwise there wouldn't be anyone who would live past their teenage years. But for now, just for now, it hurts.

You know sometimes, like when someone dies, and you're sad, and it's ok to be sad? But then there are times when you're supposed to be happy but you're sad anyway...and those times are even worse than the times when you're supposed to be sad.

I just don't feel like I know myself very well right now, so how can I be sure about anything? Most of the time I feel so awkward, you know, like I don't belong in my own skin, I get frustrated at everything, I could just scream and there's no reason for it, I just hate myself.

Thnx, but i changed it now, i did like it. I will probably change it back..one day XD

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I love your profile... It's all colorful :)

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