Hi everyone! My name is Ashley, but just call me Ash for short. I'm new to this group but not to BookRix.
My question for you all kinda goes along with a true life story of mine. If you'll let me I'd like to share it with you all, because I have no one else to share it with.
SO, OF COURSE it's about a guy. BUT, he's not just any guy. He's my Best friend in the whole entire world! Ya see, We used to hang out every single day after school. The reason I say I used to is because... I moved away 8 1/2 years ago. This coming August will be 9 years. I haven't seen him since I was in 5th grade. I am 20yrs old now..
I always knew he liked me,, but I... I was SO stupid enough to deny my feelings for him back then. Yes he was the nerdy kind, but I don't mind that at all. But NOW... He is sexier than all get out. :3
I just don't know what to do at the moment. I mean I try to message him on facebook sometimes, but he doesn't even look at it. I heard from my sister that he has a girlfriend that is the jealous type.
But seriously though, why would she be jealous of me when I barely know the guy anymore? All I really know about him is that he is a musician that gets a lot of gigs.
Anyways, I guess I've always liked him and the feeling grows stronger every day. My heart pounds just thinking about him. My sister says it's down right out LOVE because she knows what love feels like. Of course she does, she is engaged to an awesome dude.
But still, I don't know what I should do. Any suggestions?
Thanks,
~Ash
hi!