BookRix

Hi everyone. I feel like i have dropped off the face of the world and become a unsocial person, seriously i only go to college and even then i just struggle to concentrate. You may be thinking im not good Admin at all and from the bottom of my heart i am so so sorry, i feel as if i have hit a low and right now i can barely get through the day.
College sucks really bad since i am failing and in September i am changing course, so imagine doing a course for a year that you hate...so yep. I'm also not in a good place right now, in fact the only thing i do is work,college,sleep and listen to music a lot. I feel anxious again which is bad because i started to gain more confidence when starting college but issues with family have just made me doubtful and hate people causing those issues. i just want to thank you for taking care of this group and keeping it afloat, all of you are amazing members.
I also have a eBook reading website where i basically upload books i like and you can read and send me comments...so yep a year has flown by...oh and im going to France in May just after my birthday for 1 week which is cool but its one of those things where you want to go to get your mind off bad things, which is kinda sad since i havent been on holiday in 8 years but what can you do. i have missed you all and yep check out my site.

https://thosebooks.wordpress.com/

An-Isa (Admin) x

I think this poem is so perfect and beautiful to me, personally it's how i feel completely and i just wanted to share it with you.

Ashley Bahr-Hold Your Heart

Remember those days when you were young?
Life was as easy as it could be
There were laughs, and stories, and dreams
You saw the sunshine and you were free

Well there comes a point when you realize
That you finally have to grow up
And that hiding under your covers
Won't ever be quite enough

I know those days when it feels like
There's no way you can keep going on
Life just isn't worth living
And nothing could be more wrong

Those days when it's such a struggle
Just to pull yourself out of the bed
The depression, it overwhelms you
The fearful thoughts are spinning through your head

Those days when you feel so broken
And the pieces keep falling apart
Your sky grows stormy and gray
Too much pain for this young, burdened heart

You feel like there's no solution
To this riddle or game they call life
And when it's your darkest hour
It is then that I'll show you the light

The light at the end of the tunnel
When you thought maybe this was the end
I promise there's beautiful sunshine
On this dark road with sharp turns and bends

Though it may not always seem it
There's still happiness in this place
And what you have to realize
Is that it takes a little faith

I have always been here with you
Just as I always will be
And when life knocks you down so low
Just put your trust in me

So remember those days when you were young
Life was as easy as it could be
There were laughs, and stories, and dreams
You saw the sunshine and you were free

Well now here in your darkest hour
Get under the covers and turn out the light
Close your eyes and dream, my child
Let me hold your heart tonight

Hi guys it's Isa here, just wanted to do a little group check to see how everyone is finding everything on here. Its been over a year I think since I created this group and I wanted to say a HUGE THANK YOU to all of you awesome members, firstly because you all get along well great and secondly because you chose thia group to be a member of when there are hundreds to chose from on here. Let me know in the comments below on how you finding this group, or maybe what I can do to make it more enjoyable please share your thoughts and opinions as they matter to me ;)
Isa (TeenWriters Admin) ♥